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STEAL A KISS AND CALL US FRIENDS
I KNOW YOUR DESIRE IS TO BE DESIRED
COME • CLOSER • NOW

MINAKO AKEMI VON KRIEG

TURN AROUND AND THERE'S THOSE EYES AGAIN. TURN AROUND AND FAKE INDIFFERENCE AND I WATCH THEIR COLD, DARK, SILHOUETTES DISAPPEAR. A HUNDRED BODIES FILL THIS ROOM, ALL THEIR FACES OVERDONE, PAIN IS FOREIGN, FOREIGN TO US. I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU. YOU WON'T EVEN KNOW I'M GONE. WAS IT SOMETHING I DID WRONG? ROSES, ROSES COLD. ROSES, ROSES SOLD OUT. TURN AROUND THE REDS AND WHITES AGAIN. I'D SELL MY KICKS FOR ONE MORE LOW TAR. FEVERS HAND IN HAND WITH SHOELACE BRACELETS, WHY ARE SOME GIRLS SO NAIVE? HE DIDN'T OPEN YOUR BLOUSE TO SEE A BETTER VIEW OF YOUR HEART.

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• • SOMETIMES I'M A SELFISH FAKE

gotohell►TURN AROUND AND THERE'S THOSE EYES AGAIN, TURN AROUND AND FAKE INDIFFERENCE
ihopeyouchokeanddie►WATCH THEIR COLD, DARK, SILHOUETTES DISAPPEAR. A HUNDRED BODIES FI
hardcorehatred►FILL THIS ROOM, ALL THEIR FACES OVERDONE. PAIN IS FOREIGN, FOREIGN TO US,
enemiesbasedonvalues►TO US. I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU. YOU WON'T EVEN KNOW I'M GONE, WAS IT
enemiesbasedonalliance►WAS IT SOMETHING I DID WRONG? WAS IT SOMETHING I DID WRONG? ROSES
irrationalhate►ROSES, ROSES, SOLD OUT. TURN AROUND THE REDS AND WHITES AGAIN, I'D SELL MY KI
___dislikesyou►KS FOR ONE MORE LOW TAR, FEVERS HAND IN HAND WITH SHOE LACE BRACELETS. W
youdislike___►E SOME GIRLS SO NAIVE? HE DIDN'T OPEN UP YOUR BLOUSE TO SEE A BETTER VIEW O
mutualdislike►YOUR HEART, OH YOU CAN'T BLAME ME FOR TRYING. I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU. YOU W
plainoutloathing►WON'T EVEN KNOW I'M GONE. WAS IT SOMETHING I DID WRONG? WAS IT SOMETHING I
jealousy►DID WRONG? ROSES, ROSES COLD. ROSES, ROSES, SOLD OUT. SING IT SOFT, MAKE IT SLOW,
___wantstobeyou►APPLES PARACHUTE, THE BOYS FALL DOWN. FILL IT UP, OVERFLOW. A NEW IMPROVED
youwanttobe___►MODERN WAY TO FEEL. I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU. YOU WON'T EVEN KNOW I'M GONE. I
cheatedon►HIS LITTLE WHISPERS, LOVE ME, LOVE ME. THAT'S ALL I ASK FOR, LOVE ME, LOVE ME. HE BATTER
backstabber►HE BATTERED HIS TINY FISTS TO FEEL SOMETHING. WONDERED WHAT IT'S LIKE TO TRUST A
can'ttrust___►AND FEEL SOMETHING REAL. MONSTER, HOW SHOULD I FEEL? CREATURES LIE HERE, LOOKING
___can'ttrustyou►THROUGH THE WINDOWS, I WILL HEAR THEIR VOICES. I'M A GLASS CHILD, I AM HANNAH'S REG
scaredof___►THAT NIGHT HE CAGED HER, BRUISED AND BROKE HER. HE STRUGGLED CLOSER, THEN HE STOLE
___'sscaredofyou► WRISTS AND BLED HER ANKLES, SILENT PAIN. THEN HE SLOWLY SAW THEIR NIGHTMARES
youwant___dead►WERE HIS DREAMS. MONSTER, HOW SHOULD I FEEL? CREATURES LIE HERE, LOOKING THR
___wantsyoudead►I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT LIKE YOU, I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT LIKE YOU, I CAN DO
apathy►SHE BEGAN TO DIE, INDIANA, THAT'S NOT RIGHT, INDIANA THAT'S NOT LIFE. SHE BEGAN TO FIGHT
friendsturnedenemies►INDIANA, MAKE IT RIGHT, INDIANA MAKE THIS MINE. SO PALE AND WHITE. SO INCLINED
youmake___wannapissherpants►TO DO WHAT'S RIGHT. COLONEL, SIR, I FEEL LONELY TONIGHT. SHE'S STRONG
___makesyounervous►OBEDIENT WIFE. I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT LIKE YOU, I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT

familyturnedenemies►SUCH HONEST EYES, NO TIME TO RUN AND HIDE, COLONEL, SIR, I FEEL LONELY TONIGHT
opposingteam/side►SHE'S STRONG BUT HER MIND IS LOSING LIGHT. I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT LIKE YOU, I
miscommunication►INDIANA MAKE IT RIGHT. I KNOW SHE'S ALONE. I KNOW SHE'S ALONE, I KNOW SHE'S ALONE
spreadingrumorsabout___►DON'T TELL ME YOU'RE DONE FOR, I DON'T NEED TO HEAR YOU'RE DONE FOR. YOU
spreadingrumorsaboutyou►TELL ME WHAT YOU WERE RUNNING FROM, I NEED YOU MORE THAN YOU NEED YOU
hearsaymakes___hateyou►I CAN SEE YOU'RE REALLY REALLY RUNNING, MAY I ASK YOU WHERE YOU GONNA
hearsaymakesyouhate___►TO. AND YOU THINK YOU'RE LIVING AS A GHOST NOW, NOT QUITE HEAVEN'S UGLY .
you'reajerk►WE ALL FEEL LIKE WE'RE BREAKING SOMETIMES. I WON'T LET YOU GO TONIGHT. STAY AWAKE STAY
___'sabitch►AWAKE SURVIVE. COUNT THE NINTEEN STARS THAT I GIVE YOUR NAME, TONIGHT I WANNA SCREAM
enemyofafriend►WANNA SCREAM, WANNA SCREAM YOUR NAME. COUNT THE NINETEEN STARS AND SEE
friendofanenemy►MY WISH TONIGHT. DON'T TELL ME IT DOESN'T MATTER. I'LL TELL YOU WHAT REALLY MATTERS
competitor►BARE FEET IN THE SUMMER. OPEN WINDOWS AT NIGHT. YOU THINK NO ONE NEEDS YOU. YOU'VE
unfriendlyrivalry►GOT NOTHING TO SEE THROUGH. I NEED YOU, I NEED YOU, DON'T I COUNT IN THIS FIGHT? WE
friendlyrivalry►LL FEEL LIKE WE'RE BREAKING SOMETIME. I WON'T LET YOU GO TONIGHT. STAY AWAKE STAY A
taking___'splace►NO ONE CAN CATCH ME THE WAY THAT YOU CATCH ME THE WAY THAT YOU KEEP ME WHEN I
takingyourplace►I'M OUT OF TIME. WHAT IF I NEED YOU AND I CAN'T SEE YOU AND YOU'RE RUNNING OUTTA TIM
youlike___'slover►WHAT IF I NEED YOU AND I CAN'T SEE YOU AND I'M RUNNING OUT OF LIFE? STAY AWAKE, STA
___likesyourlover►HE SAW A LONELY GIRL. HE SAW A LONELY WORLD. IT WAS A CANVAS MIGHTY CARELESS A
physicalconfrontations►AND HIS WAS A DYING BREED. COURAGE CAME ONLY FROM MELODY, A DECORATIVE S
verbalconfrontations►SMILE TO FADE OUT, HIS CONCERTO IN A. COME ON, A SECOND CHANCE AT LOVE. PLEASE
mindgames►THE MOMENT'S DEAD, MAKES YOU THINK THAT IT'S NEVER STAYING. MADE LOVE TO A BABY GRA
youannoy___►MADE LOVE TO A BABY GRAND, TEMPEST REFINED INSIDE HIS HANDS, HE HAD ONE GIRL, ONE S
___annoysyou►ONE GIRL, ONE SONG, BONA FIDE WINE AND ROULADE. BUT HE HAD TO GIVE IT UP. HIS HEART
___won'tstoptalking►HIS HEART WAS RAW AND HIS FINGERS NUMB. HIS FIRST WORDS WERE HIS LAST WORD
youwon'tshutup►WORDS, AN AESTHE SINCE FIRST SON. COME ON, A SECOND CHANCE AT LOVE, THE MOMEN

bittersweetbutmostlybitter►IT BURNED THE FIRST ATTEMPT OR TO. BUT I REMEMBERED YOU. I NEED THAT BACK
formerenemy►PLEASE, PLEASE DON'T, DON'T. A TREMOR FOR DEATH, IVORIES THAT SLICED THE SEDATIVES IN
ignoring___►RELIEF IN THE RHINE WASHED AWAY REGRETS AND LET HIM CHAR BEFORE HE CARESSED THE
ignoringyou►GROUND. DEAR ARTIST YOU WILL RISE AGAIN. IN THE LATEST ARABESQUE IN FAINT FASHION
reluctantenemies►HE WOKE A FINAL VIEW OF BLUE. DEAR CORDIAS WET ROGUE. RELIEVE ROMANCE TO GRA
want[name]inpain►PRAY FOR THEM, I OFTEN LOSE TRACK SO I TOOK A DRAG OF MY FIRST CIGARRETTE, AND
rivalband/gang/etc.►I FOUND MY HEAD ROLLED DOWN THE DUMP OF TWENTY SEVENTH STREET, I DREW A SK
thehydetomyjekyll►I DREW A SKETCH WITH LIPSTICK ON SIDEWALK OF NEWPORT'S EDGE, LEGO BLOCK CLIF
wannahurt___►LEGO BLOCK CLIFFS AND AN OCEAN THAT DOESN'T DESERVE SOUNDS OF SILENCE I SWEAR ON
___wantstohurtyou►A DEAD ARTIST'S GRAVE THAT I FOUND A SPOT WHERE THE DRUNK NEVER GOT, YEAH, IT
catandmousegames►AND IT ROCKS ME GENTLY, SILENT, SILENT. IF I NEVER SURFACE THAN IT DOESN'T MATTER
enjoytaunting___►HOLD MY BREATH, IT'S SILENT, SILENT. DILIGENT, ESCAPE BY THE WATER, NOT SICK OF IT
___tauntsyou►IT ONLY GETS HARDER, THAT'S NO EXCUSE TO BLOCK ALL THE CLICHES AND REASON FOR KI
sadistictendencies►FOR KICKS, HE STROKES HER HAIR, BOTH SITTING ON SAND AND HER SHOULDER'S BARE
tormenting___►NOTHING TO DEMAND OF THEM, LAYING BACK ON A LONELY STONE WALL AND PASSERSBY
___tormentsyou►LOOK PAST IT ALL. I FOUND A SPOT WHERE THE DRUNK NEVER GOT, YEAH, IT ROCKS ME G
hidingfrom___►GENTLY, SILENT, SILENT. IF I NEVER SURFACE THEN IT DOESN'T MATTER. HOLD MY BREATH
hidingfromyou►THEY SAT THROUGH THE NIGHT IN AN EMPTY APARTMENT. THREE OLDER GENTLEMEN CA
lyingto___►CAME INSIDE. AND THEY BROUGHT WINE AND CARDS AND CHOCOLATE. AND JOEY SMOKED A
___'slyingtoyou►CIGAR AND CAME BACK IN. SO YOU THINK HE'S SOMETHING SPECIAL DO YOU MEAN? HE I
notspeakingto___►HE IS NO ONE. JUST A STRANGER I MET ON THE STREET. HE STARED THROUGH COLD HAR
notspeakingtoyou►COLD, HARD INSOLENT EYES, TURNED HIS GAZE ON HER. FEAR HIDDEN QUITE SECURE U
lostrespectfor___►FEAR HIDDEN QUITE SECURE UNDER BLANK FEATURES. PROTRUDING MIDDLE SHE SAT UN
lostrespectforyou►UNASHAMED. SHE READ HIS JUDGEMENT ON HIS CONCERNED FACE. WITH SLIGHT SARCAS
justdon'tclick►WITH SLIGHT SARCASM HE ADDRESSED HER CASE, IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK YOUR LOVER'S NA

••YOU'RE ALWAYS A TRUE FRIEND

inseparable►IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK ABOUT YOUR LOVER'S NAME? HE IS NO ONE, A STRANGER I MET ON THE
otherhalf►STREET. HE NEVER TOUCHED ME, YOU'RE ALL I NEED AND WILL EVER NEED. BUT HIS EYES WON'T
bestfriend►BE ALMOND LIKE YOURS NOR BLUE LIKE MINE. WITH ALL THE SINS OF THE WORLD IN THE IRIS, O
likefamily►THERE'S NO FALSE BLOOD BUT YOU WILL LOVE HIM. HE'S FROM GOLD GARDENS, OUR HELP BEFO
innercircle►BEFORE ATLAS WAS EVER BORN, ALRIGHT. HE IS NO ONE, NO ONE, A STRANGER I MET ON STREET
outercircle►TOO BAD YOU KNEW ME WHEN I WASN'T READY, I WASN'T READY. DID I SAY "COME AND GET ME"
flirtyfriend►TOO BAD I HELD ON WHEN YOU TRIED TO TELL ME THIS IS WRONG, THIS IS WRONG. I AM NO MAST
bitchyfriend►I AM NO MASTERPIECE WHERE INNOCENCE IS PAINTED GREEN. IS IT STRANGE TO THINK THAT Y
friendofafriend►YOU CREATED ALL OF ME. DONE BY THE HANDS OF A BROKEN ARTIST, YOU PAINTED BLACK W
familyfriend►WHERE MY BROKEN HEART IS. I FINALLY KNOW WHAT WRONG IS, YEAH I FINALLY KNOW WHAT
gossipfriend►CARVED LIKE A STONE WITH YOUR HANDS STILL SHAKING. ON DISPLAY THROUGH A SOUL STILL
online/chatfriend►STILL BREAKING. AREN'T YOU PROUD THAT YOU MADE ME? AREN'T YOU PROUD THAT YOU M
onmyfriendslist►YOU CAN'T ERASE THESE LINES YOU CAN'T SAVE ME. YOU CAN'T DISPLAY ME. I CAN'T EVEN TR
topten►TRY TO REMEMBER WHAT I KNEW BEFORE I BECAME YOUR MODEL. I GREW TIRED YOU EXPIRED YOU
partybuddies►YOU FINISHED ME. NOW THAT I'M ALL THAT YOU PLANNED, WHAT DO YOU THINK? I AM NO MAST
drinkingbuddy►NOW THAT I FINALLY KNOW THAT YOU BLEED FOR NOTHING. CARVED LIKE A STONE YOUR HA
confident►HOW DID I GET HERE AND WHY THE HELL DID IT TAKE SO LONG. I'VE BURIED MY BEST FRIEND INS
secretkeeper►MY TRASH CAN, YOU LEFT OUT DOORS. AND YOU DROPPED ME IN THE MAIL-BOX, MY FACE PAINT
onandoffagain►STILL LEFT ON. AND YOU ACCUSED I NEVER LOVED YOU. I COULD SAY NOTHING TO CHANGE Y
childhoodpal►CHANGE YOUR MIND. CHARLIE, CHARLIE, CHARLIE MY SMILE HAS BECOME EMPTY, LAZY, EMPT
secretfriend►COME ON KID YOU KNOW WHERE I WOULD GO. HAVEN'T YOU BEEN LOOKING FOR ME? LATELY, LA
forbiddenfriend►I WOULD LOVE FOR YOU TO ASK ME WHERE THE LINE BETWEEN MY PEN'S AND MIND'S AT WAR
sharethesamevalues►I TELL MOST THE TRUTH YOU KNOW. MY VOICE IS A HATCHET IT'S FORGOTTEN HOW TO WH
rockstarfriends►WHISPER SOFT. MY MIND IS A BUCKET AND IT CAPTURES RAIN. SINKING THROUGH THE CEILING
theskankyfriend►LANDING ON THE ROOFTOPS. YOU TOLD ME YOU WERE FILLED WITH LOVE, I SAID I LOST IT. I L

riotfriend►SHE WAS JUST FIVE YEARS OLD. A SLIGHTLY MOODY DAY. SHE COULDN'T STAY AWAY FROM THE R
partnersincrime►RIVER'S EDGE AND I TURNED MY BACK TO COUNT ALL THE DAFFODIL SEEDS THAT SURROUN
galpal►SURROUNDED. I CLOSED MY EYES AND THEN HEARD THE WATER WAKE UP. AND I, I CAN STILL HEART
guypal►I CAN STILL HEAR THAT SCREAM, IT'S LINGERING IN THE AIR. EVERYWHERE, MOTHER PLEASE, SAVE!
wegetsmashed►GRAB MY HAND, I CAN'T, I CAN'T. I CAN STILL SEE THAT FACE SINK BENEATH THE WAVES. BA
lunchbuddies►BABY PLEASE, GIVE ME TIME. GIVE ME TIME, I AM HERE. WHERE DID YOU GO? WHERE DID YOU G
annoyingfriend►WHERE DID YOU GO? WHERE DID YOU GO? WHERE DID YOU GO? WERE THE ANGELS THAT LONE
stupidfriend►LONELY? COULDN'T THEY SUFFICE ANYONE ELSE? CAN'T EVERYBODY JUST LIE TO ME? SHE'S HO
unlikelyfriend►SHE'S HOME, SHE'S HOME, CRYING FOR ME NOW. EVERY NIGHT ON A MONDAY, I VISIT THAT SPOT
sameclique►I HATE. YES THE PLACE THAT BABY LOVED. NOW SHE CAN TASTE IT IT TOOK HER AWAY. IT'S BE
rowdyfriend►BEEN FIVE YEARS SINCE THEN. AND WHEN IT HITS SEPTEMBER IT FEELS LIKE I'M DYING AGAIN, A
churchfriend►IAN STILL WON'T EVEN TALK TO ME, TALK TO ME, TALK TO ME PLEASE. ISN'T THIS PAIN GUILT EN
schoolfriend►ENOUGH? I CAN'T EVEN LOOK OUT THE WINDOW WITHOUT SEEING FIGURES DISTORTED IN SUN.
penpal►AND WHEN THE PAIN HITS ME LIKE A GUNSHOT I HIT THE FLOOR, OH, I'M HEADING MY WAY TO THE FLO
e-mailpal►I HEAR HER NAME AND IT KILLS ME. BOTTLES UP, BOTTLES UP, BOTTLES UP. AND I'M TRYING MY BEST
snailmailpal►I'M TRYING MY BEST TO HURT ME, IAN SAYS IT'S NEVER ENOUGH. A RAZOR TO MY WRIST FOR EVER
shoppingpal►EVERY UNSHED TEAR. DRINK IT UP, COUGH IT UP, COUGH IT UP. DRINK IT UP, DRINK IT UP, COUGH
sportspal►I'M NOT A CRYBABY, I'M THE CRYBABY, A CATERPILLAR THAT GOT STUCK. MR. MOTH COME QUICK WIT
fakefriend►WITH ANY LUCK A LONG WALK TO A DARK HOUSE A ROMAN CANDLE HEART KEEPS US FAR APART,
frenemy►GOT YOUR BODY DOING ALRIGHT, HATE ME BABY, MAYBE I'M A PIECE OF ART. OH, MY FRIENDS ALL
wish___wasyourfriend►AND SAY THEY ONLY WANT THE BEST WISHES FOR ME. OH, 3, 2, 1, WE GO LIVE. OH, BABY,
wishyouwere___'sfriend►OH, BABY, YOU'RE A CLASSIC LIKE A LITTLE BLACK DRESS. YOU'RE A FADED MOON, ST
prankpals►STUCK ON A LITTLE HOT MESS. OH, BABY, YOU'RE A CLASSIC, LIKE A LITTLE BLACK DRESS, BUT
studybuddy►BE FADED SOON, STUCK ON A LITTLE HOT MESS. I CAN MAKE YOUR HEART SLOW, FEEL THE WE
highschoolcrew►YOUR PUPILS, THEY'RE BIG, THEY'RE LIKE DICE, THEY SAY THEY ONLY WANT THE BEST FOR

collegefriend►LIFE'S JUST A PAY STUB ON DEBT, ONLY LESS DILIGENT, AND WHEN TWO COLLIDE, IT'S NO COINCI
teammate►THE LIGHTS ARE ON AND EVERYBODY'S HOME. THE ONLY THING SUICIDAL, HERE IS THE DOOR. WE H
estrangedfriend►WE HAD A GOOD RUN EVEN I HAVE TO ADMIT LIFE'S JUST A PAY STUB ON DEATH ONLY LESS DIL
friendw/crush►HELL OR GLORRY, I DON'T WANT ANYTHING IN BETWEEN. THEN CAME A BABY BOY WITH LONG EY
summercamppal►DADDY SAID YOU GOTTA SHOW THE WORLD THE THUNDER, OOOOH, THE THUNDER, OOOH, T
thedr.philtomydivorcee►WE DIDN'T COME TO COMPETE THIS IS ALL DEMONSTRATION, EVEN THE YOUNG ONES, WE
thewhoopitomyswayze►AROUND, I'LL BET, THEY ALWAYS BRING UP HOW YOU CHANGED. NEVER THE SAME PER
advicegiver►I GO TO SLEEP AS WHEN I WAKE UP AS WHEN I WAKE UP. HELL OR GLORY, I DON'T WANT ANYTH
movienightfriend►BETWEEN. THEN CAME A BABY BOY WITH LONG EYELASHES DADDY SAID YOU GOTTA SHOW
touchyfriend►THE WORLD THE THUNDER, WOAH OH OH, THE THUNDER, WOAH OH OH, THE THUNDER, WOAH OH
druggiebuddies►SOMETIMES I WANNA QUIT THIS SONG AND BECOME AN ACCOUNTANT NOW, BUT I'M NO GOOD A
watching___'sback►I'M NO GOOD AT MATH AND BESIDES THE DOLLAR IS DOWN. PLANT PALM TREES ON LAKE MIC
___'swatchingyourback►LAKE MICHIGAN BEFORE IT GETS COLD, I GOTTA CLEAN THE WINDSHIELD AGAIN BEFORE
samemusicfriend►I GET OLD. I WANNA SCREAM I LOVE YOU FROM THE TOP OF MY LUNGS, BUT I'M AFRAID THAT S
goodinfluencegal/guy►SOMEONE ELSE WOULD HEAR ME. YOU CAN ONLY BLAME YOUR PROBLEMS ON THE WORLD
badinfluencegal/guy►FOR SO LONG BEFORE IT ALL BECOMES THE SAME OLD SONG. AS SOON AS WE HIT THE HOS
enemyofanenemy►THE HOSPITAL, I KNOW WE'RE GONNA LEAVE THIS TOWN AND GET NEW PASSPORTS AND GET
conspirators►GET GET GET GET OUT NOW. ALL THE AIRMEN SAID NO COMMENT, MY MOUTH GOT GOING WRONG W
socialdeviants►WAY AND ALL THE CARS STARTED TO KNOW WHEN THE TIME MY DAD CAUGHT ME A HORSE SHO
bookclub,ftw►A HORSE SHOE CRAB I ASKED HIM TO THROW IT BACK INTO THE SEA WITHIN A LOOK BACK. I WAN
futurefriends►I WANNA SCREAM I LOVE YOU FROM THE TOP OF MY LUNGS, BUT I'M AFRAID THAT SOMEONE ELSE W
formerfriends►WILL HEAR ME. YOU CAN ONLY BLAME YOUR PROBLEMS ON THE WORLD FOR SO LNOG BEFORE IT A
firstnamebasis►ALL BECOMES THE SAME OLD SONG. AS SOON AS WE HIT THE HOSPITAL, I KNOW WE'RE GONNA
lastnamebasis►LEAVE THIS TOWN AND GET NEW PASSORTS GET OUT NOW TELL THAT BOY I LEAVE YOU ALONE
acquaintances►LIKE A STOVE, I TURNED MY LOVE DOWN, SOMEWHERE ON THE PATH WE'RE BOTH IN THE BUSIN

• • AND I DON'T DESERVE YOU

puppylove►I'M A YOUNG ONE STUCK IN THE THOUGHTS OF AN OLD MAN'S HEAD. WHEN ALL THE OTHERS WERE JU
fleetingglances►STIRRING AWAKE, I WAS TRYING TO TRICK MYSELF INTO FALLING ASLEEP AGAIN, WOAH, MY HEA
schoolgirlcrush►MY HEAD'S IN HEAVEN, MY SOLES ARE IN HELL, LET'S MEET IN THE PURGATORY OF MY HIPS AND
crushon___►GET WELL. HURRY, HURRY, YOU PUT MY HEAD IN SUCH A FLURRY, FLURRY. OH, FRECKLE FRECKLE,
crushonyou►lWHAT MAKES YOU SO SPECIAL? WHAT MAKES YOU SO SPECIAL? I'M GONNA TEACH YOU, TEACH YOU
mutualcrush►HOW WE'RE ALL ALONE. GUILD ME, BUILD ME, IT'S YOUR CLUB SO LET ME IN, LET ME IN, IT IS INSIDE Y
elythinksyou'rehot►YOUR SKIN. MY HEAD'S IN HEAVEN, MY SOLES ARE IN HELL, LET'S MEET IN THE PURGATORY OF
youthink___'shot►HIPS AND GET WELL. HURRY, HURRY, YOU PUT MY HEAD IN SUCH A FLURRY, FLURRY. OH, FRE
innocentflirting►FRECKLE, WHAT MAKES YOU SO SPECIAL? WHAT MAKES YOU SO SPECIAL? I'M GONNA LEAVE YOU, I
notsoinnocentflirting►I'M GONNA TEACH YOU. HOW WE'RE ALL ALONE, HOW WE'RE ALL ALONE. HOW WE'RE ALL ALO.
physicalattraction►MAMA, IF WE DON'T TAKE THE MEDICATION, WE WON'T SLEEP FOR DAYS, WE WON'T SLEEP FOR
chemistry►WE WON'T SLEEP FOR DAYS. IF WE PRAY TO THE LORD, DOES HE SING ON A STAGE, DOES HE SING ON
lustingafter___►STAGE? WE WASTE IT ALL IN THE BACK OF A LONG DARK CAR, AND I'M A SUNSHINE MACHINE, I WA
___'slustingafteryou►TO GET STUCK, I WANT TO GET STUCK, AND BE GLOWING IN YOUR MEMORY. HURRY, HURRY,
tempting___►I WILL BREAK INTO YOUR THOUGHTS WITH WHAT'S WRITTEN ON MY HEART. I WILL BREAK. BREAK.
temptingyou►I'M SO SICK INFECTED WITH WHERE I LIVE, LET ME LIVE WITHOUT THIS EMPTY BLISS, SELFISHNESS
onenightstand►I'M SO SICK. IF YOU WANT MORE OF THIS, WE CAN PUSH OUT, SELL OUT, DIE OH, SO YOU'LL SHUT
drunkenflirts►UP AND STAY SLEEPING. WITH MY SCREAMING IN YOUR ITCHING EARS. I'M SO SICK, INFECTED WITH
friendswithbenefits►WHERE I LIVE, LET ME LIVE WITHOUT THIS EMPTY BLISS, SELFISHNESS, I'M SO SICK. I'M SO, S
enemieswithbenefits►ALL YOUR TWISTED THOUGHTS FREE FLOW TO EVERLASTING MEMORIES SHOW SOUL, KISS
bittersweetbutmostlybitter►THE STARS WITH ME AND DREAD THE WAIT FOR, STUPID CALLS RETURNING US TO LIFE
love/hate►WE SAY TO THOSE WHO ARE IN LOVE, IT CAN'T BE TRUE BECAUSE WE'RE TOO YOUNG, I KNOW THAT'S
fuckbuddies►TRUE BECAUSE SO LONG I WAS, SO IN LOVE WITH YOU, SO I THOUGHT. A YEAR GOES BY AND I CAN'T
makeoutbuddies►TALK ABOUT IT. ON MY KNEES, DIM LIGHTED ROOM, THOUGHTS FREE FLOW, THREATEN TO CONS
forbiddenattraction►CONSUME MYSELF IN THIS, I'M NOT FAITHLESS, JUST PARANOID, OF GETTING LOST 'CAUSE I DO

obsessiveoveryou►DON'T LIKE LOOSE, IGNORANCE IS BLISS, CHERISH IT, PRETTY NEIGHBORHOODS YOU LEARN TO
obsessiveover___►MUCH TO HOLD, BELIEVE IT NOT, AND GITH THE TEARS, WITH PRETTY SMILES AND LIES ABOUT
___'syourbrandofheroin►lTHE TIMES. A YEAR GOES BY, AND I CAN'T TALK ABOUT IT. THE TIMES WEREN'T BRIGHT, A
you're___'sbrandofheroin►CHORIS ROMANCE SAYS GOODNIGHT, CLOSE YOUR EYES AND I'LL CLOSE MINE, CHORIS
i'mplayingyou►REMEMER YOU, REMEMBER ME, THE FIRST, THE LAST, THE IN BETWEEN. AND I'M PRAYING THAT WE
you'replayingme►WILL SEE SOMETHING THERE IN BETWEEN. THEN AND THERE, LET IT BE. ALL THESE TWISTED T
starcrossedlovers►THOUGHTS I SEE, JESUS THERE AND IN BETWEEN, ALL THESE TWISTED THOUGHTS I'VE SEEN
tragicending►TELLING LAYLA'S STORY SPOKEN. ABOUT HOW ALL HER BONES ARE BROKEN. HAMMER'S FALL ON ALL
childhoodlove►THE PIECES. TWO MONTHS IN THE COVER CREASES. FULLY ALIVE, MORE THAN MOST, READY TO S
highschoolsweetheart►SMILE AND LOVE LIFE. FULLY ALIVE, AND SHE KNOWS HOW TO BELIEVE IN FUTURES. ALL MY
pastongoodterms►COMPLAINTS SHRINK TO NOTHING. I'M ASHAMED OF ALL MY SOMETHINGS. SHE'S GLAD FOR ONE
pastonbadterms►DAY OF COMFORT. ONLY BECAUSE SHE HAS SUFFERED. FULLY ALIVE, MORE THAN MOST, READY
___wantsyouback►TO SMILE AND LOVE LIFE, FULLY ALIVE, AND SHE KNOWS HOW TO BELIEVE IN FUTURES. FULLY
youwant___back►SICK OF CIRCLING THE SAME ROAD. SICK OF BURYING THE GUILT. SO OPEN THE WINDOWS TO C
currentrelationship►COOL OFF AND HATE POURS IN INSTEAD. PERFECT IN WEAKNESS, I'M ONLY RUNNING IN JUST
ontherocks►YOUR STRENGTH ALONE. ALL MY EFFORTS TO CLEAN ME LEAVE ME PUTRID AND FILTHY. AND HOW C
totallyatpeace►CAN YOU LOOK AT ME? WHEN I CAN'T STAND MYSELF. I'VE TRIED TO BE HONEST, I'M NOBODY. PER
future►PERFECT IN WEAKNESS. I'M ONLY RUNNING IN JUST YOUR STRENGTH ALONE. I TRIED TO KILL YOU, YOU T
possiblefinal►TRIED TO SAVE ME. YOU SAVE ME. YOU SAVE ME. YOU SAVE ME. YOU SAVE ME. PERFECT IN WEAK
setinstonefinal►HEAR I STAND, EMPTY HANDS, WISHING MY WRISTS WERE BLEEDING TO STOP THE PAIN FROM T
futureex►THE BEATINGS AND THERE YOU STOOD, HOLDING ME, WAITING FOR ME TO NOTICE YOU. BUT WHO ARE
developingflirting►YOU? YOU ARE THE TRUTH. I'M SCREAMING THESE LIES. YOU ARE THE TRUTH. SAVING MY LIFE
letting___in►THE WARMTH OF YOUR EMBRACE MELTS MY FROSTBITTEN SPIRIT. YOU SPEAK THE TRUTH AND I H
___'slettingyouin►HEAR IT. THE WORDS ARE 'I LOVE YOU' AND I HAVE TO BELIEVE IN YOU. BUT WHO ARE YOU? YO
soulmate►YOU ARE THE TRUTH. OUTSCREAMING THESE LIES. YOU ARE THE TRUTH. SAVING MY LIFE. MY HANDS

infatuation►ARE OPEN. AND YOU ARE FEELING THEM. HANDS IN THE AIR, IN THE AIR, IN THE AIR. AND I WORSHIP.
addictedto___►AND I WORSHIP. AND I WORSHIP. YOU ARE THE TRUTH, OUTSCREAMING THESE LIES. YOU ARE T
addictedtoyou►SOMETIMES LIFE SEEMS TO QUIET INTO PARALYZING SILENCE, LIKE THE MOONLESS DARK MEAN
hatetolove[name]►MEANT TO MAKE ME STRONG. FAMILIAR BREATH OF MY OLD LIES CHANGED THE COLOR IN MY E
kinkyflirt►EYES. SOON HE WILL PERFORATE THE FABRIC OF THE PEACEFUL BY AND BY. SORROW LAST THROUGH
bedwarmer►THIS NIGHT. I'LL TAKE THIS PIECE OF YOU AND HOPE FOR ALL ETERNITY. FOR JUST ONE SECOND I F
deeplyinlove►FELT WHOLE AS YOU FELL RIGHT THROUGH ME. LEFT ALONE WITH ONLY REFLECTIONS OF A MEMOR
fallinginlove►TO FACE THE UGLY GIRL THAT'S SMOTHERING ME. SITTING CLOSER THAN MY PAIN, HE KNEW EACH
mainlyphysical►TEAR BEFORE IT CAME. SOON HE WILL PERFORATE THE FABRIC OF THE PEACEFUL BY AND BY, &
mainlyemotional►WE KISSED EACH OTHER ONE MORE TIME AND SANG THIS LIE THAT'S HALFWAY MINE. THIS IS W
fallingoutoflove►THE SWORD IS SLICING THROUGH THE QUESTION SO I WON'T BE FOOLED BY HIS ANGEL LIGHT, OH
datingforkicks►SORROW LASTS THROUGH THIS NIGHT. I'LL TAKE THIS PIECE OF YOU AND HOPE FOR ALL ETERNITY
casualaffair►FOR JUST ONE SECOND I FELT WHOLE AS YOU FELL RIGHT THROUGH ME AND UP INTO THE STARS, O
theotherman►MY HANDS ARE SEARCHING FOR YOU, MY ARMS ARE OUTSTRETCHED TOWARDS YOU. I FEEL YOU ON
theotherwoman►MY FINGERTIPS, MY TONGUE DANCES BEHIND MY LIPS FOR YOU. AS FIRE COARSES THROUGH MY
spouse►BEING, BURNING, I"M NOT USED TO SEEING YOU. I'M ALIVE. I"M ALIVE. I CAN FEEL YOU ALL AROUND ME, T
fiance►THICKENING THE AIR I'M BREATHING, HOLDING ON TO WHAT I'M FEELING, SAVORING THIS HEART THAT'S
baby'sfather►HEALING. MY HANDS FLOAT UP ABOVE ME AND YOU WHISPER YOU LOVE ME AND I BEGIN TO FLY IN
using___►INTO OUR SECRET PLACE. THE MUSIC MAKES ME SWAY, THE ANGELS SINGING SAY WE ARE ALONE
___'susingyou►WITH YOU. i AM ALONE AND WE ARE TOO WITH YOU. I'M ALIVE. I'M ALIVE. I CAN FEEL YOU ALL A
awkwardcrush►AROUND ME, THICKENING THE AIR I'M BREATHING, HOLDING ON TO WhAT I'M FEELING, SAVORIN
onesidedfeelings►SAVORING THIS HEART THAT'S HEALING. AND SO I CRY. THE LIGHT IS WHITE. AND I SEE YO
dysfunctional►YOU, I"M ALIVE. I"M ALIVE. I'M ALIVE. I CAN FEEL YOU ALL AROUND ME, THICKENING THE AIR I'M B
loveatfirstsight►BREATHING, HOLDING ON TO WHAT I'M FEELING, SAVORING THIS HEART THAT'S HEALING, TAK
lustatfirstsight►TAKE MY HAND I GIVE IT TO YOU, NOW YOU OWN ME, ALL I AM. YOU SAID YOU WOULD NEVER L

•• CAUSE I'M NOT THERE FOR YOU

respectiveof___►ALL THAT I'M LIVING FOR. ALL THAT I'M DYING FOR. ALL THAT I CAN'T IGNORE ALONE AT NIGHT.
respectiveofyou►ALL THAT I'VE WANTED FOR, ALTHOUGH I'VE WANTED MORE. LOCK THE LAST OPEN DOOR, MY
protectiveof___►GHOSTS ARE GAINING ON ME. I CAN FEEL THE NIGHT BEGINNING, SEPERATE ME FROM THE LIV
protectiveofyou►LIVING, UNDERSTANDING ME AFTER ALL I'VE SEEN. PIECING EVERY THOUGHT TOGETHER, FIN
guardianangel►FIND THE WORDS TO MAKE ME BETTER. IF I ONLY KNEW HOW TO PULL MYSELF APART. ALL TH
___'shero►THAT I'M LIVING FOR. ALL THAT I'M DYING FOR. ALL THAT I CAN'T IGNORE ALONE AT NIGHT. ALL THAT
yourhero►I'VE WANTED FOR, ALTHOUGH I'VE WANTED MORE. LOCK THE LAST OPEN DOOR MY GHOSTS ARE GAIN
bloodrelative►GAINING ON ME. I BELIEVE THAT DREAMS ARE SACRED, TAKE MY DARKEST FEARS AND PLAY TH
inlaw►THEM LIKE A LULLABY, LIKE A REASON WHY. LIKE A PLAY ON MY OBSESSIONS, MAKE ME UNDERSTAND
father►THE LESSONS, SO I FIND MYSELF. SO I WON'T BE LOST AGAIN. ALL THAT I'M LIVING FOR. ALL THAT I'M D
mother►DYING FOR. ALL THAT I CAN'T IGNORE ALONE AT NIGHT. ALL THAT I'VE WANTED FOR ALTHOUGH I'VE W
sister►WANTED MORE. LOCK THE LAST OPEN DOOR, MY GHOSTS ARE GAINING ON ME. GUESS I THOUGHT I'D HA
brother►HAVE TO CHANGE THE WORLD TO MAKE YOU SEE ME. TO BE THE ONE, I COULD HAVE RUN FOREVER. B
cousin►BUT HOW FAR WOULD I HAVE COME WITHOUT MOURNING YOUR LOVE. ALL THAT I'M LIVING FOR, ALL THA
aunt►THAT I'M DYING FOR. ALL THAT I CAN'T IGNORE ALONE AT NIGHT. ALL THAT I'VE WANTED FOR, ALTHOUGH
uncle►I'VE WANTED MORE. LOCK THE LAST OPEN DOOR, MY GHOSTS ARE GAINING ON ME. SHOULD IT HURT TO
coworker►LOVE YOU? SHOULD I FEEL LIKE I DO? SHOULD I LOCK THE LAST OPEN DOOR, MY GHOSTS ARE GAININ
employer►UNDER YOUR SPELL AGAIN. I CAN'T SAY NO TO YOU. CRAVE MY HEART AND IT'S BLEEDING IN YOUR H
rankabove___►HAND. I CAN'T SAY NO TO YOU. SHOULDN'T LET YOU TORTURE ME SO SWEETLY. NOW I CAN'T LET
___ranksaboveyou►GO OF THIS DREAM, I CAN'T BREATHE BUT I FEEL GOOD ENOUGH. I FEEL GOOD ENOUGH FOR Y
roommate►YOU TO LOVE ME, TOO. DRINK UP SWEET DECADENCE. I CAN'T SAY NO TO YOU. AND I'VE COMPLETEL
mentor►COMPLETELY LOST MYSELF BUT I DON'T MIND. I CAN'T SAY NO TO YOU. IT'S BEEN SUCH A LONG TIME CO
heardabout___►COMING BUT I FEEL GOOD. AND I'M STILL WAITING FOR THE RAIN TO FALL. POUR REAL LIFE DOWN
heardaboutyou►ON ME. 'CAUSE I CAN'T HOLD ON TO ANYTHING THIS GOOD ENOUGH. AM I GOOD ENOUGH? FOR YO.
nevermetbutknowof___/you►SO TAKE CARE OF WHAT YOU ASK OF ME. BECAUSE I CAN'T SAY NO TO YOU, BABY. O


stalking___►PERFECT BY NATURE. ICONS OF SELF INDULGENCE. JUST WHAT WE ALL NEED. MORE LIES ABOUT A
stalkingyou►WORLD THAT NEVER WAS AND NEVER WILL BE. HAVE YOU NO SHAME, DON'T YOU SEE ME? YOU KNO
hunting/tracking___►KNOW YOU'VE GOT EVERYBODY FOOLED. LOOK HERE SHE COMES NOW. BOW DOWN AND STA
hunting/trackingyou►STARE IN WONDER. OH HOW WE LOVE YOU, NO FLAWS WHEN YOU'RE PRETENDING. BUT NOW
keepingsecretsfrom___►I KNOW SHE NEVER WAS AND NEVER WILL BE, HAVE YOU NO SHAME, DON'T YOU SEE ME?
keepingsecretsfromyou►YOU'RE NOT REAL AND YOU CAN'T SAVE ME. SOMEHOW NOW YOU'RE EVERYBODY'S FOOL.
usedtoknow___►WITHOUT THE MASK WHERE WILL YOU HIDE. CAN'T FIND YOURSELF. LOST IN YOUR LIES. I KNOW
usedtoknowyou►THE TRUTH NOW. I KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE. IT NEVER WAS AND NE
___missesyou►NEVER WILL BE. YOU DON'T KNOW HOW YOU'VE BETRAYED ME. SOMEHOW YOU'VE GOT EVERYBO
youmiss___►I'M SO TIRED OF BEING HERE, SUPRESSED BY ALL MY CHILDISH FEARS. AND IF YOU HAVE TO LEAVE,
___wantsyourattention►I WISH THAT YOU WOULD JUST LEAVE. 'CAUSE YOUR PRESENCE STILL LINGERS HERE AND
youwant___'sattention►IT WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE. THESE WOUNDS WON'T SEEM TO HEAL, THIS PAIN IS JUST TOO R
tryingtofind___►REAL. THERE'S JUST SO MUCH THAT TIME CANNOT ERASE. WHEN YOU CRIED, I'D WIPE AWAY ALL O
tryingtofindyou►YOUR TEARS. WHEN YOU'D SCREAM, I'D FIGHT AWAY ALL OF YOUR FEARS. AND I'VE HELD YOUR
formermentor►THROUGH ALL OF THESE YEARS, BUT YOU STILL HAVE ALL OF ME. YOU USED TO CAPTIVATE ME BY
formerhero►YOUR RESONATING LIGHT. NOW I'M BOUND BY THE LIFE YOU LEFT BEHIND. YOUR FACE IT HAUNTS MY
formerenemy►ONCE PLEASANT DREAMS. YOUR VOICE HAS CHASED AWAY ALL THE SANITY IN ME, THESE WOUND
formerflirt►WON'T SEEM TO HEAL. THIS PAIN IS JUST TOO REAL. THERE'S JUST SO MUCH THAT TIME CANNOT ERAS
formerfriend►WHEN YOU CRIED I'D WIPE AWAY ALL OF YOUR TEARS. WHEN YOU'D SCREAM I'D FIGHT AWAY ALL O
workfor___►YOUR FEARS. AND I'VE HELD YOUR HAND THROUGH ALL OF THESE YEARS, BUT YOU STILL HAVE. ALL
workforyou►I'VE TRIED SO HARD TO TELL MYSELF THAT YOU'RE GONE. BUT THOUGH YOU'RE STILL WITH ME I'VE E
medsupplier►BEEN ALONE ALL ALONG. WHEN YOU CRIED I'D WIPE AWAY ALL OF YOUR TEARS. WHEN YOU'D SCRE
drugdealer►I'D FIGHT AWAY ALL OF YOUR FEARS AND I'VE HELD YOUR HAND THROUGH ALL OF THESE YEARS AND
therapistlol►YOU STILL HAVE ALL OF ME. ALL OF ME. ALL OF ME. WHEN YOU CRIED I WIPED AWAY ALL OF YOUR TE
doctor►ANGEL OF MINE LET ME THANK YOU. YOU HAVE SAVED ME TIME AND TIME AGAIN. ANGEL I MUST CONFESS I

takingcareof___►NOW I WILL TELL YOU WHAT I'VE DONE FOR YOU. FIFTY THOUSAND TEARS I'VE CRIED. SCREAMI
___takingcareofyou►DECIEVING, AND BLEEDING FOR YOU. AND YOU STILL WON'T HEAR ME. GOING UNDER. DON'T
figurefrompast►WANT YOUR HAND THIS TIME, I"LL SAVE MYSELF. MAYBE I'LL WAKE UP FOR ONCE. NOT TORMENT
helping___►TORMENTED DAILY DEFEATED BY YOU, JUST WHEN I THOUGHT I'D REACHED THE BOTTOM. I'M DYIN
___helpingyou►DYING AGAIN. I'M GOING UNDER, GOING UNDER, DROWNING IN YOU, DROWNING IN YOU, I'M FALLI
tryingtohelp___►FOREVER, FALLING FOREVER. I'VE GOT TO BREAK THROUGH, I CAN'T KEEP GOING UNDER. BLURR
___tryingtohelpyou►BLURRING AND STIRRING THE TRUTH AND THE LIES. SO I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S REAL, SO I DO
don'tcarefor___►DON'T KNOW WHAT'S REAL AND WHAT"S NOT. ALWAYS CONFUSING THE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD.
___doesn'tcareforyou►SO I CAN'T TRUST MYSELF ANYMORE. I'M DYING AGAIN. I'M GOING UNDER, GOING UNDER, D
nevermet►DROWNING IN YOU, DROWNING IN YOU, I"M FALLING FOREVER, FALLING FOREVER, HAVE TO BREAK TH
confusedby___►THROUGH, I. SO GO ON AND SCREAM, SCREAM AT ME, I'M SO FAR AWAY. I WON"T BE BROKEN AG
___'sconfusedbyyou►AGAIN, I'M GOING UNDER, GOING UNDER. DROWNING IN YOU, DROWNING IN YOU, I'M FALLI
intruiging___►STOPLIGHT LOCK THE DOOR DON'T LOOK BACK. UNDRESS IN THE DARK AND HIDE FROM YOU AL
___intruigesyou►ALL OF YOU. YOU'LL NEVER KNOW THE WAY YOUR WORDS HAVE HAUNTED ME. I CAN'T BELIE
accidentalacquaintance►BELIEVE YOU'D ASK THOSE THINGS OF ME. YOU DON'T KNOW ME. NO ONE EVER YOU
fellowpatient►BELONG TO ME. MY SNOW WHITE QUEEN. THERE'S NOWHERE TO RUN, SO LET'S JUST GET TH
hiinthehallway►THIS OVER WITH. SOON MY LOVE YOU'LL SEE. YOU'RE JUST LIKE ME. DON'T SCREAM ANYMORE
waryof___►MY LOVE 'CAUSE ALL I WANT IS YOU. WAKE UP IN A DREAM. FROZEN IN FEAR. ALL YOUR HANDS ON
___'swaryofyou►ME, I CAN'T BREATHE, I CAN'T SLEEP. I CAN'T ESCAPE THE TWISTED WAY YOU THINK OF ME, I
think___'scrazy►FEEL YOU IN MY DREAMS AND I DON'T BREATHE, YOU DON'T KNOW ME, NO ONE EVER, YOU BE
thinkyou'recrazy►I CAN'T SAVE YOUR LIFE, THOUGH NOTHING I BREATHE FOR IS MORE TORMENTING. I'M LOSING
betrayed___►MY MIND BUT YOU'LL JUST STAND THERE AND STARE AS MY WORLD DIVIDES. YOU BELONG TO M
___betrayedyou►HOW CAN YOU SEE INTO MY EYES LIKE OPEN DOORS? LEADING YOU DOWN INTO MY CORE, WH
mixedfeelings►WHERE I'VE BECOME SO NUMB. WITHOUT A SOUL, MY SPIRIT'S SLEEPING SOMEWHERE COLD, U
other(specify)►UNTIL YOU FIND IT THERE AND LEAD ME BACK HOME. WAKE ME UP, WAKE ME UP INSIDE, WAKE

OKAY BITCHES, THIS PLOT PAGE WAS MADE BY NORA CONVERSE OF CAUTION! SHE WORKED VERY HARD ON THIS PAGE, LIKE, FOR OVER A DANG MONTH, AND IF YOU EFFING STEAL IT OR STEAL THE OPTIONS SHE WILL FLAY YOUR ASS ALIVE, WITH THE HELP OF HER FAVE PEOPLE EVER. THERE ARE ABOUT 300 OF THOSE MOTHERFUCKERS AND SHE'S PROUDER OF THOSE THAN THE PAGE ITSELF. LYRICS? FLYLEAF, FALL OUT BOY, MEG AND DIA, AND EVANESCENCE. YES, I USED COLOR BLENDER. DER. >.>

NEVER TAKE FRIENDSHIP PERSONAL
IF YOU CAN'T HOLD YOURSELF TOGETHER, WHY SHOULD I HOLD YOU NOW?

BURNING DOWN NEVERLAND
THE LIST

MELINDA KASMIRA VON KREIG
chasing duranian up the alley with a dark yell !
this girl's been spilling blood for one thousand twenty years now
bestfriend►BE ALMOND LIKE YOURS NOR BLUE LIKE MINE. WITH ALL THE SINS OF THE WORLD IN THE IRIS, O
innercircle►BEFORE ATLAS WAS EVER BORN, ALRIGHT. HE IS NO ONE, NO ONE, A STRANGER I MET ON STREET
topten►TRY TO REMEMBER WHAT I KNEW BEFORE I BECAME YOUR MODEL. I GREW TIRED YOU EXPIRED YOU
confident►HOW DID I GET HERE AND WHY THE HELL DID IT TAKE SO LONG. I'VE BURIED MY BEST FRIEND INS
galpal►SURROUNDED. I CLOSED MY EYES AND THEN HEARD THE WATER WAKE UP. AND I, I CAN STILL HEART
shoppingpal►EVERY UNSHED TEAR. DRINK IT UP, COUGH IT UP, COUGH IT UP. DRINK IT UP, DRINK IT UP, COUGH
formerenemy►ONCE PLEASANT DREAMS. YOUR VOICE HAS CHASED AWAY ALL THE SANITY IN ME, THESE WOUND
sister►WANTED MORE. LOCK THE LAST OPEN DOOR, MY GHOSTS ARE GAINING ON ME. GUESS I THOUGHT I'D HA
inlaw►THEM LIKE A LULLABY, LIKE A REASON WHY. LIKE A PLAY ON MY OBSESSIONS, MAKE ME UNDERSTAND
respectiveof___►ALL THAT I'M LIVING FOR. ALL THAT I'M DYING FOR. ALL THAT I CAN'T IGNORE ALONE AT NIGHT.
respectiveofyou►ALL THAT I'VE WANTED FOR, ALTHOUGH I'VE WANTED MORE. LOCK THE LAST OPEN DOOR, MY
protectiveof___►GHOSTS ARE GAINING ON ME. I CAN FEEL THE NIGHT BEGINNING, SEPERATE ME FROM THE LIV
protectiveofyou►LIVING, UNDERSTANDING ME AFTER ALL I'VE SEEN. PIECING EVERY THOUGHT TOGETHER, FIN
"Oh goodness, Mina and I are like best friends nowadays. I'll admit when we first me things were a little shakey. I was irked that Blitz fancied her. But I had my Donner so I got over it pretty fast. And now we're almost like sisters, well we are if you ask our husbands as they consider themselves brothers. Pretty much every time Don and I visit the Milky Way, Mina and I end up attempting to max out our guys credit cards together. "
"my say goes here"

_{forgive me i suck at histories in these things}

AMI AI TAIKI
chasing crystal tokyo up the alley with an energetic yell !
this girl's been spilling blood for one thousand and twenty years now
inseparable►IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK ABOUT YOUR LOVER'S NAME? HE IS NO ONE, A STRANGER I MET ON THE
bestfriend►BE ALMOND LIKE YOURS NOR BLUE LIKE MINE. WITH ALL THE SINS OF THE WORLD IN THE IRIS, O
likefamily►THERE'S NO FALSE BLOOD BUT YOU WILL LOVE HIM. HE'S FROM GOLD GARDENS, OUR HELP BEFO
innercircle►BEFORE ATLAS WAS EVER BORN, ALRIGHT. HE IS NO ONE, NO ONE, A STRANGER I MET ON STREET
secretkeeper►MY TRASH CAN, YOU LEFT OUT DOORS. AND YOU DROPPED ME IN THE MAIL-BOX, MY FACE PAINT
partnersincrime►RIVER'S EDGE AND I TURNED MY BACK TO COUNT ALL THE DAFFODIL SEEDS THAT SURROUN
galpal►SURROUNDED. I CLOSED MY EYES AND THEN HEARD THE WATER WAKE UP. AND I, I CAN STILL HEART
highschoolcrew►YOUR PUPILS, THEY'RE BIG, THEY'RE LIKE DICE, THEY SAY THEY ONLY WANT THE BEST FOR
movienightfriend►BETWEEN. THEN CAME A BABY BOY WITH LONG EYELASHES DADDY SAID YOU GOTTA SHOW
goodinfluencegal/guy►SOMEONE ELSE WOULD HEAR ME. YOU CAN ONLY BLAME YOUR PROBLEMS ON THE WORLD
respectiveofyou►ALL THAT I'VE WANTED FOR, ALTHOUGH I'VE WANTED MORE. LOCK THE LAST OPEN DOOR, MY
protectiveofyou►LIVING, UNDERSTANDING ME AFTER ALL I'VE SEEN. PIECING EVERY THOUGHT TOGETHER, FIN

"Honestly, there aren't enough words to describe how much I truly love you, Minako. You are, and have been, one of my very best friends for as long as I can remember. We didn't always see eye to eye in the beginning, particularly over things like school work and the like; but looking back on all that we've been through together, I know that there isn't anyone else I would have wanted to go through it with. I used to wonder what things would be like, after Crystal Tokyo came, what we'd be doing with ourselves and I have to say that I'm proud that we've made it this far. Perhaps what I'm trying to say is thank you for always being there for me. I know I haven't known you as long as I've known Serenity, but that doesn't change the fact that I truly think I'd be lost without you by my side. You're one of the best friends a person could ever ask for, and I couldn't think of anyone better to hold the title of leader of the inner sol senshi. You, Usagi, Mako and Rei are the sisters I was denied at birth and I'm eternally grateful to have met you. I've always admired you for being so courageous and not afraid to say what thought at any given time, even though sometimes I did wish you would exercise a bit more tact. Still, that's something that makes you who you are and I wouldn't change that about you. I know that I can come to you if I need to talk and you'll always be willing to listen, no matter how silly it seems; and I hope that you know the same is true of me as well. Just know that if you ever need anything, all you have to do is ask. I truly am glad that you've found someone to make you as happy as I am, and I look forward to seeing what crazy new scheme you'll come up with next."
"my say goes here"

KOU AKI SEIYA
chasing Kinmokusei up the alley with a vivacious yell !
this girl's been spilling blood for over a thousand years now

bestfriend►BE ALMOND LIKE YOURS NOR BLUE LIKE MINE. WITH ALL THE SINS OF THE WORLD IN THE IRIS, O
innercircle►BEFORE ATLAS WAS EVER BORN, ALRIGHT. HE IS NO ONE, NO ONE, A STRANGER I MET ON STREET
flirtyfriend►TOO BAD I HELD ON WHEN YOU TRIED TO TELL ME THIS IS WRONG, THIS IS WRONG. I AM NO MAST
confident►HOW DID I GET HERE AND WHY THE HELL DID IT TAKE SO LONG. I'VE BURIED MY BEST FRIEND INS
secretkeeper►MY TRASH CAN, YOU LEFT OUT DOORS. AND YOU DROPPED ME IN THE MAIL-BOX, MY FACE PAINT
highschoolcrew►YOUR PUPILS, THEY'RE BIG, THEY'RE LIKE DICE, THEY SAY THEY ONLY WANT THE BEST FOR
movienightfriend►BETWEEN. THEN CAME A BABY BOY WITH LONG EYELASHES DADDY SAID YOU GOTTA SHOW
pastongoodterms►COMPLAINTS SHRINK TO NOTHING. I'M ASHAMED OF ALL MY SOMETHINGS. SHE'S GLAD FOR ONE
respectiveofyou►ALL THAT I'VE WANTED FOR, ALTHOUGH I'VE WANTED MORE. LOCK THE LAST OPEN DOOR, MY
protectiveofyou►LIVING, UNDERSTANDING ME AFTER ALL I'VE SEEN. PIECING EVERY THOUGHT TOGETHER, FIN

"You were one of the first people I met after we had decided to attend the local high school. You offered to be our assistant and at the time we couldn't deny the fact that we needed one; and so we hired you almost immediately. You were never anything more than pleasant to all of us and quite honestly we were all thrilled to have such a cute assistant to do things for us. You're a pretty girl and I'll admit to flirting from time to time; but then I flirt with pretty much everyone so that's not saying overly much. That was all it was, though. Meaningless flirting. Besides, I was pretty much single-minded in my interest in one of your best friends. Sad, yes, but there it was. We were never that close, and I can't even honestly say that we ever spent any time together as friends would. Mostly it was silliness and flirting or something to do with the group. But that was just fine with me. You never seemed to be too put off by my apparent infatuation with sagi, and that was more than I could say for Taiki and Yaten. Right from the beginning, those two were quick to tell me I was foolish and that I was wasting my time on some silly earth girl. And then things got really interesting. See, we would soon find out that you were Sailor Venus. I still remember that night like it was yesterday. Of course, we all found out things in the end and that only served to drive us further apart. It was sad really because I didn't have a problem with any of them. After Usagi and her friends found out that we were really the Starlights, they began to avoid us, mostly out of necessity I suppose. A couple of the girls were quite... adamant that I not see her anymore, but you weren't like that. You were always as nice as can be to all of us and I'm incredibly grateful for that.

I figured things would have gone the same way they had before, but for whatever reason, You were the first person I ran into when I got back. I didn't really want to tell you the real reason I was here in the first place, but you just have a way of putting me at ease and before I knew it I had told you pretty much everything. We agreed that since I had come back to tell her, I should be the one to do it. Honestly I don't know how I'm going to work up the nerve for that conversation, mainly because it's hard enough just seeing her now, but I have to do it before it's too late. Things have been somewhat crazy since I got back and to be quite honest I don't know if I would have been able to handle being on my own, if I didn't have you, Mina. In the short time I've been back, you've given me a place to stay and kept me from being too lonesome without the other two. Somehow we've managed to become very close very fast. I'm not entirely sure how it happened, but somehow I've managed to fall for you without realizing it. At first it was just something we did so neither of us had to feel so alone anymore, but gradually it went from just hiding from someone else, to something else entirely. I don't regret the way things have turned out and I wouldn't trade what we do have for the world. Once again, the words "Am I not good enough?" were right there on the tip of my tongue, only this time they were for you. Eventually I realized that it would never happen for the two of us, we were too alike for our own goods and things just didn't work out that way. Sometimes I still wonder what might have happened if I had said something differently, but it's too late to change the past. I'm glad you found someone to make you happy, even if it wasn't me.

A part of me will always love you, I think, just like our Princess and Usagi will also always hold a place in my heart. Just know that you can can come to me if you ever need anything. "
"my say goes here"